i'm not sure how it happened. i'm in shock. :] i'm proud of myself in a way that i haven't been for years.

last friday: 140

today: 132

in nine days, i've lost eight pounds. i've been sick for the entire week, so for the most part i've eaten around 500 or 600 calories per day. i haven't seen any improvement and i don't have access to a scale most days, and so i gave in terribly and ate an uncrustable, some mac and cheese, and a grilled cheese and soup, all without purging. that night, i weighed 134. this morning i weigh two pounds less.

GW: 120

prom is on may ninth. i haven't gotten my dress altered yet, so i hope it will have to be taken in a lot once i reach my goal weight. if i get there before prom. always the best of luck and the warmest love.

hello. :]
i've had a xanga before, a few years ago. that was before everyone found out.
i have been anorexic for about five years. xanga was one of the ways i coped with things before. people began to question what i was up to, and i was forced to quit. i began to eat about six months later, with moderate success.
i am not happy with who i am.
hopefully with your help, things can change and i will be able to stay strong.

stephanie.